So I called the drs for the test results and of course they tell me everything is fine and I am not pregnant. However, there is still no sign of either outcome. The doctor told me to wait another month and she would order up an ultrasound. How nerve wracking!! I wish they would just give me one now that way I would know for sure. A friend of mine when through almost the same EXACT ordeal when she found out with her second child. Its frustrating, but I have been under some stress so of course that doesn't help. I guess I need to learn to just let things go, I think I do a pretty good job of it already...but apparently not. Maybe I just need a well deserved professional MASSAGE.......talk to you soon, and I will keep you posted!
xoxo
Ash

So I went to the doctors bright and early at 6:30 AM. They did a urine pregnancy test, and sure enough, it was also negative. They then decided to draw blood to test for pregnancy and hormone levels and also to check out my thyroid. I hate getting blood drawn! My arm still hurts! The nurse told me to call back tomorrow afternoon to get results and if that test came back negative, the doc will do an ultrasound to see what (or what isn't) going on in there! I'll have more tomorrow night, so again, wish me luck I suppose!
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Ash

Well it just might be true that I am just a little bit pregnant.... I go to the doctors bright and early tomorrow. I am kind of nervous, as this is a total and complete surprise and unplanned. I wanted more children, but not right yet...however, it is still a mystery if I even am. I have taken 5 tests so far, and all have been negative and I mean NEGATIVE. There is nothing to even HINT that mother nature is on her way with my "monthly present". Nor is there any hint that I am pregnant. Any kind of pregnancy symptom can be justified with a logical reason. Only a little bit of queasiness but it goes right away, if I even have it at all; my back hurts, but some of the babies I take care of are quite heavy; and I am tired - did I mention I have an almost 2 year old? So it will be an eventful morning for sure. Not that I am not happy, I am, but this isn't something I wanted right yet. But God has a plan for everyone, and although I really wanted to go back to school in the fall (which I might be able to still do), I am still young enough where I can go. Who knows, maybe my dream of being a stay at home mom and homeschooling will come true?? Well, I better get some sleep. Wish me luck, I think.... I will let you know what happens tomorrow.
Take care!
xoxo
Ash