So I went to the doctors bright and early at 6:30 AM. They did a urine pregnancy test, and sure enough, it was also negative. They then decided to draw blood to test for pregnancy and hormone levels and also to check out my thyroid. I hate getting blood drawn! My arm still hurts! The nurse told me to call back tomorrow afternoon to get results and if that test came back negative, the doc will do an ultrasound to see what (or what isn't) going on in there! I'll have more tomorrow night, so again, wish me luck I suppose!
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Ash

Well it just might be true that I am just a little bit pregnant.... I go to the doctors bright and early tomorrow. I am kind of nervous, as this is a total and complete surprise and unplanned. I wanted more children, but not right yet...however, it is still a mystery if I even am. I have taken 5 tests so far, and all have been negative and I mean NEGATIVE. There is nothing to even HINT that mother nature is on her way with my "monthly present". Nor is there any hint that I am pregnant. Any kind of pregnancy symptom can be justified with a logical reason. Only a little bit of queasiness but it goes right away, if I even have it at all; my back hurts, but some of the babies I take care of are quite heavy; and I am tired - did I mention I have an almost 2 year old? So it will be an eventful morning for sure. Not that I am not happy, I am, but this isn't something I wanted right yet. But God has a plan for everyone, and although I really wanted to go back to school in the fall (which I might be able to still do), I am still young enough where I can go. Who knows, maybe my dream of being a stay at home mom and homeschooling will come true?? Well, I better get some sleep. Wish me luck, I think.... I will let you know what happens tomorrow.
Take care!
xoxo
Ash

Things are going pretty good this week, I bought Calvin's Halloween costume, it's wicked cute! I couldn't resist in taking some pictures, so enjoy! He's a skunk, gotta love Old Navy for their costume selection at a great price (I only paid $16 for this one)! There are also some old pics from this summer too! Talk to you soon!

P.S. Haven't heard anything from the colleges, but I think they only got my transcripts the other day.. I'll keep you posted!

See Nanette, you aren't the only one that wishes for a girl!

So I have applied to two colleges! I feel like I'm in high school again!! I forgot how nerve wracking it was! Plus the stakes are a little higher now that I have a family and a full-time job that both need me! I haven't told work my intentions, but I have lots of time. I applied for the fall 09 semester so once I know that I have been accepted (which shouldn't be a problem considering I am genius.....just kidding) and I know which college I want to go to, I will tell work. I plan on fulfilling the commitment of finishing the year in the newborn room. I applied to SUNY Plattsburgh and also The College of St.Rose. Both schools are close by and are reputable (o0o0o big word!) for teaching degrees. St.Rose has an agreement with SUNY Cobleskill (the college I got my AAS degree from) and will accept all of my credits, making me transfer in as a junior. Plattsburgh I am not too sure of. I will need to meet with an advisor to discuss my options further. I am really excited! I am so so close to a teaching degree and I know that I should've done it sooner, but sometimes I have to learn the hard way and that always stinks.... Everyone I've talked with is wicked proud of me and that makes me feel super. I called my high school to ask them to send my transcripts and SAT/ACT scores to the colleges. Man did I feel OLD!!! Its hard to believe that I've been out of high school for almost 10 years.. WOW.. All I need to do now is pay up SUNY Cobleskill and Russell Sage College (the other school I went to) for my college transcripts to be sent out and I should know soon after! Keep high hopes for me!

Yeah I had to clean that one up...
He likes his dirt dirty.
Grandpa and Calvin nappin.

Well, I think its about time to update this thing!

How quickly time flies when you are having fun! I have to admit, I really enjoy the fall. I never used to, but now as I am getting older, I can really appreciate the change of the season. I love looking at the leaves change color, and getting ready for the holidays (there, I said it!). One of my favorites is Halloween. Calvin picked out his spooky costume last year...although its unfair to put it that way cause he was given two options...however, he did pick the skeleton! This year, I look forward to what he plans to choose.

Anyway, work is going ok. I opened another Infant room at the daycare I work at. This is another reason why I love the fall...the chance to start anew! I currently have 6 newborns and will have a 7th joining us in about 8 weeks when she is old enough to come to daycare. I like my job, it is definitely good birth control, and I get my baby fix, as Calvin is almost two!! I just got a raise today, but as much as I like my job, I have been thinking ALOT about going back to school to finish my teaching degree. It would be nice to have summers off etc. I am almost there and it would be kind of dumb to "waste" my talents at daycare, but I do feel needed there! We'll see as the weeks go on...

Calvin is doing great! He's really starting to talk more. He has really picked up "Stop it", "Get down" and "Bad boy".... can you tell that he gets into everything and climbs ALOT. I should've named him Monkey....All of his teeth are in, so the biting should stop real soon. I can't wait. I feel bad for his "victims" :(

Well, Derek and I (and Calvin!) are officially on vacation this week. We were supposed to go to York Beach, ME, but plans didn't work out. We were really upset by this because we LOVE it there, and we waited to take our vacation this week just so we could go. But no big deal, good thing we have awesome family to fill in the void! This past weekend, we went to Aunt Maureen's. It was nice because Aunt Peggy was there and my Dad went down to fix the bathroom. We stayed 2 nights after only planning to spend one. I got another migraine and didn't feel like driving. It went away with lots of sleep! We had a nice time otherwise. Yesterday we went to the Vanderbilt Mansion! It was quite impressive! You should Google it, it was a neat trip beside the fact it was hotter than hot inside! When we got home today, we did the "tourist" thing and rode the trolley from downtown Saratoga to SPAC. It was a nice ride! Calvin enjoyed playing in the puddles at SPAC! We took the trolley back to Skidmore College and walked home (the benefits of living close by!) Tomorrow we are going camping with my mom. It will be a nice quiet trip, something Derek and I both need! I'll post more later with pics of course!

It's been a crazy week. I was out of town for most of the week, without Calvin, so I had a lot of time to make up with him. Yesterday we went to Wal-Mart after spending the majority of my paycheck there the night before. He picked out Spider Man sheets then. It was cute. So yesterday, I took the railing thing off of his crib to make it into a big boy bed and he napped on it! (with all of his stuffed animals by the bottom of it in case he fell off) He didn't take too long of a nap so we went to Walmart where he found a spider man backpack. Calvin was wicked cute because we walked by the display and he pointed to it and said "Dat!" so I of course had to stop and show him what is was. It had wheels on it so he had to try for himself. Well, when he did, he RAN OFF on me! I was never so upset with him ever! He has never done that. Good thing I run fast cause he didn't get too far. Needless to say he was stuck in the cart for the remainder of the trip. And yes I did spoil him and buy the backpack. Today we kind of just bummed around. I have been really tired and don't know why. I took 2 naps myself and am fighting to keep my eyes open!! Cal's getting two more teeth on top (the only spots left for teeth), which explains his excessive drooling and otherwise generally crankiness.. I need to post new pics up, perhaps I'll include them too. Well talk to you guys later! Goodnight!